Nylons
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Posted:Nov 29, 2009 9:49 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2009 8:26 am
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New nylons for me
lying on the bed
He loves to see
legs shaved and spread
High heels shiny black
sling back with pointed toe
selected from the rack
ankles expected to show
I love the feeling too!
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Lo Lo`s Soul Food
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Posted:Nov 29, 2009 9:25 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2009 11:37 am
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The food was great.. but that is not why I am writing. Yes, the grits were excellent along with the greens and the chicken. And the waitress was very nice and it appears she was right at home at her work environment. Enough..
I am here to talk about Kool-Aid and Sweetened Tea.
You know the kind. Maybe someone did not know to fill the gallon jar up all the way to the top and stopped somewhere just above in the middle. And when it comes to sugar let me just say that my taste buds sparked to attention the moment the tea flowed over my tongue. My eyes rolled back into my head. I have not had tea like that since my years. What memories flooded back to me at that time. When I came back to the present after my visit to high school and all that high sugar tea, the Kool-Aid needed trying. I was not disappointed here either. The sugar was so thick it made the Kool-Aid cloudy. The bright red color gave me short, and I say very short, thoughts of red dye food coloring and the dangers of drinking this light velvet red drink. (Justification here) but I only wanted one glass. Childhood memories flooded back for me during that instant in time. Making the Kool-Aid for dinner every night was one of my jobs. (Jello was always desert). My parents never tasted the Kool-Aid so I was able to put as much sugar as I wanted. Well that is like turning a loose in a candy store. Dinner memories come back very vivid.
So, if you are having difficulty remembering your childhood memories, take a tip from Kim...
Get yourself a big glass of something you had as a . You know, that glass of Ovaltine, bowl of Rice Crispies and listen to them snap crackle and pop, find a Big Hunk candy bar and eat the whole thing at once, you get the idea... Something that sparks your senses. I find food a very good way to bring back memories of the past.
Enjoy your trip!
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I must say..
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Posted:Nov 29, 2009 9:12 am
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2009 2:54 pm
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I really wanted to share his life
As a companion not a wife
It never occurred to me
That I was lumped into a sea
This person so enjoyed by all
Warm and comforting, and tall!
His kindness he wants to share
Always with truth and care
So, here I write about my thought
That what I wish is all for not
Peaches was meant for me
Or so I wanted it to be
Okay, here it is again
Me thinking we might win
My ego getting in the way
Mind stop me before I stray
Is it a wonder that trust is elusive
To someone who wants to be exclusive
I risk and give up my original belief
I take and give trust depending on grief
I want to give trust in full
My heart is tired and becoming cool
The warmth it used to emit
Now fades into a useless fit
Knowing there are others too
Who you love and love you
Makes my heart sing and glow
For this love I too know
So, anyway, lesson learned today
Just when I think things are okay
My trust is cracked and fear is here
Darn heart for allowing him near
So the pain of heartbreak, as it is
Will heal once again, gee wiz
I give up wanting what can not be
Guess it is just not meant for me
Is it too much to ask without manipulation
That there be some small gratification
A pet name that means something fine
Sigh, again, my desire, my whine
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To Be "Almost"
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Posted:Nov 26, 2009 8:49 am
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2009 5:54 am
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I have been asked many times about "Almost".. Here is a response I recently sent:
Almost gives room to have input from another. An opening that allows for growth. It is a realization that I still am "not all that and a bag of chips". Almost also means that Yes, I am almost there.. Which by my account is very good as I know many who have no clue!! I have a clue and a realization that to be a keeper requires someone who desires what the keeper offers. Once that is matched I will be a keeper and so will he.
Hope that clears up my thoughts regarding being ..
Almost..
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Giving Thanks...
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Posted:Nov 26, 2009 7:59 am
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2009 7:44 pm
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Thanksgiving
Thankful giving - I donate my time to assist senior citizens.
Giving thanks - I pray (talk) with my God often. I meditate (listen) to my God not so often. I am thankful to at least have a God who is love.
Maybe this Thanksgiving I can be a bit more loving and open to sensuality and not so fearful of sexuality.
Someone referred to being careless.
Care less
Less care
Awe, things to ponder...
Happy Thanksgiving Day to those here in the States.
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Sexcitable
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Posted:Nov 24, 2009 2:14 pm
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2009 9:18 am
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I wrote a fantasy with you in mind
It felt so real at that time
Saw you so willing and kind
intense eyes looking into mine.
Do you know I still can see
you and I allowed to be free
both sharing explosive passion
free to explore joyous expression
My constant fantasy continues
Showing me many different venues
We both would completely enjoy
sharing custody of each toy.
So let your heart ponder
allow your mind to wander
In our mind acceptance is complete
We can be SEXCITABLE, so sweet.
Wish with me on that special star
you know the one in the sky so far
To allow what will be to be
especially between you and me.
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The Joy Of The Person
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Posted:Nov 22, 2009 6:44 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 3:55 am
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Special time and space
What a beautiful face
Skin clear and smooth
Makes my heart move
Hair grey, beard too
Showing age on you
Perfect for my taste
Nothing gone to waste
Perfect eyes look deep
Burning vision I keep
Mind that can read
Upon it I feed
Touch with great skill
Yes melt at will
Fingers search each hair strand
Palms warm connected to each hand
Energy flows out into all
Enough to stop the fall
Many depend on the might
But they are not there in the night
Silence is bliss for some
Solitude in being only one
Empty is the soul alone
Peace is what you own
Enjoy the space you create
Confident there is no hate
Only quiet you enjoy
Comfort the little boy
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Damage Done
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Posted:Nov 22, 2009 3:54 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 3:55 am
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Poor Arc Angel Michael is broke
Damage done is no joke
His arm and wing missing parts
His sword unable to protect hearts
Yet he stays around to soothe
Hearts broken and bruised
He can no longer cast out
He now protects hearts from doubt
So when he comes to mind
It is because someone unkind
Has tried to push themselves on me
Michael is always here you see
It seems to me that time is brief
No grudge to hold, great relief
No personal judgment comes from me
Live and let live my ideal you see
I will not become nasty or bitter
No man causes me to shake and quiver
So do your best to cause me grief
Michael will give me relief
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Sea, He and me
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Posted:Nov 20, 2009 9:03 pm
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2009 7:49 am
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We came to the sea
The one I love and me
Stress to leave here
Rest the basic cure
Walks on the beach
The sun almost in reach
Light to enter in
Darkness gone from within
Talks real and deep
No sadness to creep
Only peace and bliss
Really what we miss
Joy and calm time
Relaxation is mine
Hues of purple and blue
God's colors so true
Thanks to You too
For allowing us to brew
Time spent together
But not forever
Moment in time and space
Refined like fine lace
Spent in His care
Enlightenment everywhere.
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Better leave ME a tip too!!!! OMG
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Posted:Nov 20, 2009 5:10 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2011 7:04 pm
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OMG - I just heard that a couple who did not tip wait staff at a restaurant have been arrested!!! ARRESTED FOR NOT LEAVING A TIP
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Favorite Winter Drink
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Posted:Nov 19, 2009 8:02 pm
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2009 6:05 am
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I have this wonderful recipe for Schmidtzke's German Creme aka KIM'S FAVORITE SIPPING DRINK 
Okay, I can not remember who gave this to me, but I am going to pass it on to you!
1 3/4 Cup Whiskey (you know the brown stuff)
4 Eggs (yes, all of the egg)
1/2 Pint Whipping Cream (you can use half and half if you want, but cream is better)
14 ounce can of Eagle Brand Sweetened Condensed Milk (actually any brand will do)
3 Tablespoons of Chocolate Syrup
2 Tablespoons of Instant Coffee
1 Tablespoon of Vanilla Extract (use the real stuff, not the imitation)
1/2 Tablespoon of Almond Extract (the real stuff here too)
Blend until smooth.
Keeps in the refrigerator for one month (if it lasts that long)
It is also very flavorful in coffee. (But don't let the boss taste it...)
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The Healer
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Posted:Nov 18, 2009 5:22 pm
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2009 6:10 am
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This section will be a bit difficult to describe so please bear with me as I attempt to share what I have experienced. For four years a healer worked on the whole me. Here is a limited description of what I experienced.
Out of all the equipment in the healing room, the traction table is probably the most necessary and the most feared all at once. This table was created back in the 1920's and was used during a time when the medical profession was not as organized as it is now. People relied on keeping the body aligned and fit, not on the medical profession to give them a tiny pill to cure all their ills. Opps, sorry for that little dip into bashing... So, this healer has reworked the total table and uses it in his practice.
He had a standard spiel before anyone even gets close to that table. There is an extensive body and breath work session as he feels the body and senses the organs. If he feels those people will benefit from "The Table" then he will prepare them for the stretch. At all times, it is up to the if he would like to do so. Never is anyone put on "The Table" if they have any hesitancy. He continues with the body work until the is ready and asks.
He worked on my body until it was obvious I needed to have a stretch on the table.
I thought it was going to be something out of The Addams Family .. You know where they stretch Lurch on his back and his back pops and Lurch says, "awwwweeeee". Well, it is something like that but nothing like that at all!
My back had been jammed and compressed for over thirty years. It was time for it to start expanding.
(This is also my first experience at being held without the ability to move. Yes, I can wave my hands, but that is it...) Let me explain. I climbed up onto The Table and lay face down. My ankles were placed in a cuff that is attached to the leg-end of The Table. My head is placed in a harness and attached to the head-end of The Table. The Table has two sections that separate with the twist of a handle. So, you get the picture.
Depending on which part of the body needs work there is an additional harness for the rib cage area.
I have never been repaired like The Table has been able to fix.
Now that is only the physical aspect. There is also the aspect of submission. Truly the mind must submit to this table. It must submit to the correction. The body must submit to the release. The emotional flow will happen. The meridians will surge with energy.
There is recovery time that is necessary as the body truly wants to keep it in the same old place and condition. Almost like surgery without the knife and no pins, plates or fusings.
I have a different set of exercises to keep the body in a balanced muscular condition.
Oh yes...
Truly to have the body opened and expanded has opened my heart.
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Open Marriage
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Posted:Nov 18, 2009 8:37 am
Last Updated:Nov 22, 2009 7:50 am
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"ANY open marriage, semi or otherwise, is certainly doomed. Marriage is not, as I'm sure you now know, just about great sex or financial support or 'chemistry.' It is the deep comfort of knowing that someone loves you through and through, and that you love them back.
It is the joy of sharing your days and nights with your best friend. It is the security of knowing that, whatever the temptation, your lover will always prefer YOU to any other person.
How can someone feel special when you would rather have sex with another? How can you feel special when he would rather sleep with someone younger or built different?
'Rules' be damned -- if you want to spend the rest of your life with this man, then you must both make the decision to give each other all of your sexual attention.
There is so little that is sacred in today's society. Make your marriage sacred. Choose to set aside some part of yourself for your mate alone, not to be shared with anyone else. That is the beginning of trust".
I read this in a forum for open marriage discussions. Seems doom and gloom to me with regards to any marriage agreements other than the way it is written in the Bible. Is that the only way to live life with others? I tried being in an open marriage with a couple once. What I believed to be was certainly no where near the reality of the situation. I find all sorts of reading material for the primary couple. Everything under the sun for the husband and the wife. It appears to me that the third party is truly on the outs with society. This person is the one who supplies the sexual needs of another. I occurs to me that if needs are being met by the primary partner, there is no need for the secondary. Yes, the secondary, that even sounds lesser than. Sade sings a song about a woman who "takes care of all those young men". And yet, she is also a lesser than. This woman who satisfied a need all humans have, that of intimacy.
Hummm Off to find more to read about this type of relationship and to find anything that might be remotely positive about being the secondary...
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