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What goes on in my head.....
 
Just my thoughts of life, in life, and everything else inbetween as according to me.
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Posted:Sep 26, 2009 4:38 am
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2016 2:53 pm
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For those who have had the experience of meeting, for the most of it, it was truely enjoyable to get to know you. For those who I have talked to and WAS gonna get to know you-Im sorry as it wont happen.........

In that particular blog at the end, I stated basically if I met the man who would could change all that.....ITS A WRAP......

Welp, I think I have and so, I gotta see where this leads. Who knows, it may not work out, or it might. I dont know, but I am not a fool to not see. And so, yall have a blessed day and have fun for...

ITS A WRAP BABY!!!!!!!
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Geez its 6ish in the morning...
Posted:Sep 20, 2009 3:29 am
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2009 7:11 am
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And Im online(otherwise, Id be at work or sleeping). Im bored outta my freaking mind, wishing I had a man to mess with. You know, its most awesome to be intimate just before the sun comes up and to keep it moving afterwards to just after you see that first ray of sun peek thru the curtains...*sigh*
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About myself....
Posted:Sep 15, 2009 5:39 am
Last Updated:Sep 15, 2009 8:28 am
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Lately Ive been getting emails asking me, well...they wanna know about me. Quite frankly I think I did a dam good job on letting people know what I want. And on that, I thought that would give some insight on my personality. Apparently not-and thats fine..everyone dont think like I do-right? So here is some text on me being me....

I DO NOT like conformality. Even tho we all gotta do it sometime in our lives(work or whatever), we all gotta do it. We just dont have to do it ALL the time! I like differences. The bigger the differences, the better. I also do not like normality. These two are different from each other,and yet-go hand in hand. I loath normality-and yet, society as trained us to live it(most of the US population anyway). I try to give my a normal life, and yet, I loath it. Im trying to break from that and show my that you dont have to be like everyone else(and its coming along nicely..lol). I am a walking contradiction(I think most women are anyway..lol), but Im one willing to be a poster of the term. What works for me one day, wont work for me the next-even in the same situations...I like challenges-gets my brain to dust off the cobwebs..lol, and yet, I try to work smarter, not harder-see the contradiction? I like simple things, yet Im complicated. Im an African American Woman who listens to Metalica and Japanese heavy metal(every once in awhile anyway)-now you KNOW this is not the norm for us Black folks..lololol. See what I mean by not conforming? But know this.....I am me, and thats all Ill ever be.....if I meet the muthafuka that can change all that---ITS A WRAP BABY!!!!
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Couples galore!!!!
Posted:Sep 4, 2009 5:42 am
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2009 7:14 am
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I dunno what it is....for the past 2 months Ive been gettin emails out the yingyang from couples....I think its pretty cool...lol and even more cool that couples can trust each other when they are inviting another person into their swing of things. Someday Ill have my own man who I can trust to bring another female(hell male too-cant be one-sided..lmao!) Until then, I guess Ill just play........
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Tatoos.....
Posted:Aug 22, 2009 9:09 am
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2009 4:38 am
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Oh how I love tatoos on the skin. The artistry, the expressions, the time it took(not to mention the pain one went thru) to do such delicate work. I am sooooooooooooo much a sucker for a nice lookin man wearing an armsleeve. And if they went Japanese-style on me....oh how I just melt! I want 3 tats myself, one has a Black Queen with a Angela Davis type afro, crown jewels around her "crown" going into a V. A bare busom, with a wrap-around Egyptian skirt. Dam that shyt if hawt!!!!! The second is a chibi-style Smooth Criminal Micheal Jackson(kinda looks like Riley from the Boondocks in a white outfit..lol). The third... 2 Egyptian statues with eagle arms folded to the East and the West(basically a folded wing on each shoulder blade) with my names going down the middle of my back written in Arabic. Now tell me that aint original! And oh, btw, dont steal my shyt!!!! Now, if I can only find a hot tattoo artist who knows how to draw and do it for free because he thinks Im such a nice and lovely person..lololol??!?!!? (yeah, I soooooo know that aint gona happen!)
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*sigh*
Posted:Aug 18, 2009 12:18 pm
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2009 7:14 am
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I finally got ahold of his ass again! lol And like before he tried to adjust my womb, LMAO!!
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FINALLY........
Posted:Aug 12, 2009 10:59 am
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2009 9:39 am
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I finally, just FINALLY got a break. Got the kiddies enrolled in school so now my mornings and lunches are free!!!!! THANK GAWD!!!!!
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Moved.........
Posted:Jul 27, 2009 6:11 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2009 5:25 am
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OK YALL>>>LISTEN UP!!! I JUST moved to Fairburn. Give a woman time to get settled and in a routine schedule because my shyt is ALL OUTTA WACK right now. Im tryin to get my sleeping sched back on track too because I work nights!! I got ..school.. in school..and bills to pay! When Im straight, Ill crack the door open for the select few I deal with(cept you Corey--I mite have to get ahold of you alot sooner...lolololol)..

Until then, dueces!!
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*shakin my head at what all I gotta do*
Posted:Jun 5, 2009 9:23 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2009 4:23 pm
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Lawd have mercy on me!!!! Im just so mentally exhausted at doing what Ive been doing thus far. I could just sleep for 2 days straight(did it before). I feel like my body is going to crash and Im just gona lay down and not get back up until Ive been able to reboot, and reorganize. I think I do tooooooo many things at once. I have to multi-task, nowadays ppl are useless if they cant. I think once I finish my move, Ill be able to take it easy for a lilbit. A mother's work is NEVER done. My mind goes a mile a minute trying to stay ahead 2 paces with everything. And my wonder why I talk to myself sometimes..lolol(and I think I answer myself at times too,lol). It helps me to be able to put my thoughts down on some sort of format(i.e. here), even if this is a sex site-I dont care. Ill use whatever format thats at my disposal. Besides, I think yall like to read what goes on in my head.
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Just got back......
Posted:Jun 1, 2009 7:55 am
Last Updated:Jun 2, 2009 5:59 pm
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I just got back from Fairburn,Ga, and you know what? ATL traffic is somethin SERIOUS!!! That was the first time EVER!! Ive drivin on the expressway. I swear I have got to get a Garmin navigator-I got so lost, it was sad...lol(but Ive always been shitty on directions-got it from my mom). I spent the weekend with my sub and had a lovely time. Just wished I had someone that I could have cuckholded him with.....ah well......
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Me time!!!
Posted:May 26, 2009 7:36 pm
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2009 9:30 am
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Ok, Ive been to the Y 5 days for what seems in a row with the . I think Im due for some me time!!! Im horny and bothered and dammit man, I need me something/someone(prefer the latter) to extinguish that!
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Had a fun evening..
Posted:May 24, 2009 7:32 pm
Last Updated:May 5, 2024 3:21 am
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LOL, this is a lil shoutout to someone I met off from here. I had a really good time with yall Sat. And for the record, just because I didnt have any "hos" dont mean I dont know how to ...lol. I think I "pimped" myself pretty well. I won the most money didnt I -and in the "pimpin" game thats what it is all about!HAHAHAHHA! I like your friends, specially the one who hosted-that gurl is a trip! No, both of your friends are a trip! And nothin was wrong with them gurls on the stage..lololol, even tho I know I could have shown them a lil sumthin sumthin on the pole But I wasnt gettin paid like them, so I thought it would be best to stay seated...lolololol. I needed that hun. It was relaxin to get out for a bit with no pressures. Hopefully well go out again hun.
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What am I doing......
Posted:May 22, 2009 11:31 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2009 10:51 pm
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It is now 2:11 am and Im up. I cant believe Im up to be honest, considering how my sleep pattern is soooo messed up(from the weeks crap Ive had to deal with.) Dayshift ppl can have it!!! But as I said, since Im not used to waking up in the a.m., my body is trying to adapt-or Im fighting it(I think its this one more than the other). Im listening to my playlist of music(right now Metalica's Sandman is on-and yeah ppl-I like some rock..lol, its my crunk music. I have a wiiidddee spectrum of music from Ike and Tina, Lenny Williams, to Japanese Rock(J-Rock)..enough on that. Im contimplating my life, my future and everything else inbetween-wait! Arent I supposed to be relaxing, again, because of the long week I had? I dunno, I think if I relax now, Ill let my guard down and something will sneak up behind me and surprise the hell outta me. Im not one for surprises-ANY of them! They say "no rest for the weary", and Ive heard this one too(I like this one) "Ill rest when Im dead"....*sigh*...my mind is going a mile a minute..Im noddin my head to VIC "Get Silly remix right now and Im just thinkin..thinkin...thinkin. Funny thing is I cant stop and just think about ONE thing..any ONE thing. I dont think a wine cooler is gona help me tonite. Sure I wish I was having me some good ol "dicknudown" sex (think 3am and Hi Corey,lol), but thats out of the question...."shes" "rare" right now and so I gotta wait til the middle(at best) of the week to get "her" back to "her" best condition. I think I need to go dancing. Thats always fun......
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