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What am I doing......
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What am I doing...... It is now 2:11 am and Im up. I cant believe Im up to be honest, considering how my sleep pattern is soooo messed up(from the weeks crap Ive had to deal with.) Dayshift ppl can have it!!! But as I said, since Im not used to waking up in the a.m., my body is trying to adapt-or Im fighting it(I think its this one more than the other). Im listening to my playlist of music(right now Metalica's Sandman is on-and yeah ppl-I like some rock..lol, its my crunk music. I have a wiiidddee spectrum of music from Ike and Tina, Lenny Williams, to Japanese Rock(J-Rock)..enough on that. Im contimplating my life, my future and everything else inbetween-wait! Arent I supposed to be relaxing, again, because of the long week I had? I dunno, I think if I relax now, Ill let my guard down and something will sneak up behind me and surprise the hell outta me. Im not one for surprises-ANY of them! They say "no rest for the weary", and Ive heard this one too(I like this one) "Ill rest when Im dead"....*sigh*...my mind is going a mile a minute..Im noddin my head to VIC "Get Silly remix right now and Im just thinkin..thinkin...thinkin. Funny thing is I cant stop and just think about ONE thing..any ONE thing. I dont think a wine cooler is gona help me tonite. Sure I wish I was having me some good ol "dicknudown" sex (think 3am and Hi Corey,lol), but thats out of the question...."shes" "rare" right now and so I gotta wait til the middle(at best) of the week to get "her" back to "her" best condition. I think I need to go dancing. Thats always fun...... |
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5/24/2009 6:08 pm |
Hi baby! Seems we're always thinking about each other. It's a new week ... or did I read this right and see we have to wait a bit. Either way, I hope all is well with you. Sorry for what you've been going through. You're strong...you will get it all under control.
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