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| I write for myself as the one I am searching is still not showing his face. Once he does, I will write for him. Until then I will share my AlmostThoughts.
Everything I write is FANTASY unless I indicate otherwise.
This is my blog and I write what I want. Create your own blog and write what you want. I am not all about sex. There is more! |
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Hump Day oh wait.. Wednesday.. that's it
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Posted:Nov 18, 2009 7:52 am
Last Updated:Nov 19, 2009 7:06 am
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Hump Day is what Wednesday is called
The reason clear to those who work
Week on the downside with me enthralled
Yes, this is my silly little quirk
I love Wednesday because of the time
Monday finished with all it's stress
Tuesday also behind with it's upward climb
Wednesday is here to finish the mess
And now you know that Thursday is calm
Friday is the day to clean up the desk
Mind needs a soothing massage balm
Face needs changing from the grotesque
So I can start all over again on Monday!!!
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Are they really the good ones?
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Posted:Nov 16, 2009 7:50 am
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2009 5:12 pm
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Is that saying true?
The good ones are married.. or maybe it should read
The ones I want are married. 
Of course, we all want what we can not have.. Don't we?
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Haunted
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Posted:Nov 15, 2009 3:46 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2009 5:48 pm
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Haunted in my mind
to pursue the love
my heart might find
no matter it is fragile as a dove.
Haunted in my heart
as I strive to fullfill
so love will start
and allow my search to be still.
Haunted in my eyes
those that see so many
but who know of the lies
and can not tell any.
Haunted in my touch
as I reach out and feel
nothing there except much
air and endless zeal.
Haunted in my soul
it hurts deep to the core
the soul that feels hard as coal
black and flaky until no more.
Haunted in my breath
shallow seemingly endless air
taken in before death
stop it, do I dare?
Haunted in my sense
that feeling I get from you
knowing you are dense
and can not feel it too.
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Who Has Desires
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Posted:Nov 10, 2009 3:47 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2009 5:52 pm
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Who has desires of the flesh
When the mind fails the heart
When the heart is surrounded in mesh
Who is really that smart
Why does my skin crave touch
Fingers feel lips so tender
Hands roam wanting much
Only me feeling surrender
With only my skin to feel
My hair to stroke slow
No wonder I feel unreal
Touch myself to feel the glow
Left alone to find my heart
No one calls on the phone
Go out to find a small cart
No need for big when alone
Difficult to carry sadness this time
Seems I am hopeless and weak
Shoulders hurt, pain all mine
Time to find the love and joy I seek
Thanks to God for allowing me pain
It teaches me where to go
This path I must refrain
I am being shown so
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Silver Lining
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Posted:Nov 9, 2009 11:18 am
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2009 5:53 pm
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Black dark clouds cover the sky
Lightening flashes streaks of power
Rain keeps tears hidden so cry
Thunder vibrations rage by the hour
I feel the energy...
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Rain
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Posted:Nov 6, 2009 5:36 am
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2009 5:55 pm
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Dark black clouds cover the sky
Winds blow dust endlessly high
Quiet comes and the air is still
My skin prickles with the feel
And then it rains.....
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Spending My Life Side By Side With You
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Posted:Nov 3, 2009 7:07 pm
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2009 1:30 pm
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To find the man who will spend
his life side by side willing to lend
his efforts towards our joy.
I know he is not a toy.
To find the man who will say
he loves me each and every day.
Even if he is ill or not feeling his best.
He knows how I need to feel close to his chest.
To find the man who will touch me
as he pauses to absorb my chi.
He is always aware of my presence
because he is in love with my essence.
To find a man who will whisper in my ear
those sweet words of desire I long to hear.
He will cause those skin bumps to arise
as his breath floats across my eyes.
To find him.
Yes, dear Kim.
He is around.
Do not get down.
Sometimes it is best to keep quiet
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Search is finished...
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Posted:Nov 3, 2009 5:56 am
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2009 5:58 pm
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Well, I tried to be an adult on an adult site.
I was honest and upfront about what I am searching.
I made requests to find a match.
I guess this is just not a place for me...
I will write this blog and read others.
Destined to be,
Almost
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Sunday Football
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Posted:Nov 1, 2009 8:18 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 5:16 am
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Football has become a Sunday event
I have so much fun rooting them on
My weekend time developed a huge dent
Once I experienced the skill and brawn
Steelers and Cardinals are my teams
One for excellence, the other growth
Yes, I have fun with jumps and screams
Spending my time watching both
Off to watch the game!!
(only one this weekend as the Steelers have a bye week)...
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The Mirror
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Posted:Oct 30, 2009 1:02 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2009 5:59 pm
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I have looked into the mirror of self. Not a very pretty picture I must say...
To look at self is not easy
The vision I see hurts my soul
At times it makes my stomach queazy
But I truly want my self whole
So look I will even if it causes pain
Because I know I have to change
My actions keep me in the rain
My thoughts to rearrange
Ugly it is at times
To see what I have learned
Now I listen to the chimes
Realizing what I have not earned
What we learn when we are a
Is not always the way
It is not necessary to be wild
The present is the place to stay
To win does not mean someone has to loose
And to play means I get to enjoy
Life is to be played as I choose
And I choose to allow myself this little toy
So much to think about...
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He Hears My Thoughts
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Posted:Oct 30, 2009 12:38 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 5:16 am
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I do not have to speak
He hears my thoughts
I am his to keep
I know he does not posess
He hears my thoughts
I only want to confess
I wish to let him know
He hears my thoughts
I truly wish to show
I have a very deep heart
He hears my thoughts
I will not stop once I start
I allow myself to love
He hears my thoughts
I wear my soul like a glove
I want what is best
He hears my thoughts
I sure do need rest
I look for the comfort
He hears my thoughts
I trust I am not a consort
I see the look in his eyes
He hears my thoughts
I know he hears my cries
I know he is with me
He hears my thoughts
I will keep looking for a we
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Living Alone
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Posted:Oct 30, 2009 12:17 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2009 6:01 pm
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It is not an easy choice
Living Alone
Wanting to hear his voice
I work all by myself
Living Alone
Where to place the shelf
Some things should take two
Living Alone
Not one lone shoe
Hang the ceiling fan
Living Alone
I will if I can
Too heavy to lift
Living Alone
It falls as I drift
Insulation not too hard to do
Living Alone
But faster when with two
Time goes by what does it matter
Living Alone
Up and down the attic ladder
Hours pass as I work
Living Alone
Mind wanders in it's quirk
Body aches and mind tires
Living Alone
Covered in dust breath mires
Still not enough it seems
Living Alone
Why do I never achieve my dreams
As I get older I realize
Living Alone
Life is not roses through my eyes
Time to end
Living Alone
Now to float with the wind
Appreciate who you have...
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Sisters
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Posted:Oct 30, 2009 12:00 pm
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2009 10:16 pm
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I have two sisters who are my friends.
Unboundless love that never ends.
Never thought we would be like this.
Endless love and great bliss.
Did not know what treasures I had.
Until hatred made me feel bad.
Both rallied next to me.
Support allowing love to be free.
We always were close we three.
Laughing when we climbed the tree.
Holding each other tight.
When our parents would fight.
I had no clue I would need them now.
But they were here knowing some how.
Protective of me I was in shock.
Gathering around me firm as a rock.
Now I appreciate them a great deal.
Ferol my little sister steady and real.
Tracy so classic yet so warm.
Both keeping me out of harm.
I love you both deeply,
Your Big Sister...
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