Up Date OCT 1st , 2009
Hobbies, I love hosting, I love having family and friends over. I love my balcony and I love sharing the peaceful feeling that washes over me when I'm sitting out there . I've learned that I really really do like going out with friends. Before my divorce I wasn't allowed friends, we never hung out with other couples as a couple. I need a man in my life that is comfortable being around other people and he must enjoy seeing me have fun and interacting with others.. I love going to small neighborhood bars for Karaoke and live bands . I like being around people ,, laughing and flirting with the man I'm with . I like it when he flirts respectfully with me also. I love riding on the back of a motorcycle. I have my licenses but I prefer a body bug shield. giggling. But not having a motorcycle is not a deal breaker. I said that with a smile.. I love to ride and I will but more important is to be with someone that I love to be with. .. boating, I love being on the water I've even learned that wearing a life jacket like panties will keep you afloat as well as over the chest will... Looks funny but it works. Ok we all know that we can't take the boat out in the winter sooooooooooooooooo hahahhahaa we have to think of non summer fun *wink wink* I enjoy walking at night but don't feel comfortable going alone. ... I enjoy festivals and amusement parks, concerts and fireworks ..I enjoy people watching lol. I love dogs but have a cat .. go figure. hahahaaa I want to travel but not alone I want to be with someone that is ok with just jumping in the car or on his bike and going away for the weekend or just for the day take off early one morning and go to St.Louis and come back that night or to Wisconsin or Iowa .hahahah you get my point.
Goals ?? To do my part to make this world a better place for our children and grand children .. To treat people the way I should and would like to be treated and to thank God everyday for the blessing he has blessed me with.
I'm unique in many ways but I'm going to leave it up to you find out on your own.
music? hummmm I want to feel the music if I can hear and understand the words I'm sure I will like it but if it is sooooooo lound and screaming at me I'm sure I won't like it. Mirror Image
Mirror of mine, who am I ?who do you see when you see me? Do you see the person I am, the one I was Or someone in between.
This is what I see when I see me. I see laughing eyes and a aching heart I see loyalty and I see confusion. I see curiosity and I see shame. I see a lost soul ,one that is craving a change One that is so very frighten of that change. One that may get lost in the change . I see the real me. Mirror of mine, I see a woman of great need. A woman ready to explore. One ready to be explored. I see hidden desires and sensual thoughts I see a once beautiful woman I see me. Oh mirror of mine I so wish I knew what you see When you see me.
My Ideal Person:
The ideal person would be a male that can laugh, that can sing and that looks at me like a starving man looks at a 7 course meal.. I prefer a man that is smart and sure of himself, intelligent and self supporting.. One with big hands and a big heart. One that has a commanding voice but gentle in nature.One that loves to kiss and is responsive to my kisses.. Size is important to me ... I prefer him to be at least 6-8 inches taller than me and of course I want him to out weigh me I don't want to be bigger than the man I am with..
Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!: I'm in Chicago. It's a warm day but not hot.. I don't know how I got there or where I'm going but I know there is where I belong.. I'm walking down a busy street. I'm dressed in a way that is so unlike me.. I have on a red form fitting dress, high heel shoes and crotchless panties with thigh high tan colored holes. My nails are long and red and my make up prefect. I'm walking like I have a purpose, like I belong but I don't know where I am going I'm just walking. A car pulls up beside me and the door opens. without saying a word I slide in.. The inside of the car is cool, the music playing is soft and the smell was unlike anything I had smelt before. The car pulled away from the curb as the driver started to speak.. He asked me my name. Dee I said without considering not telling him my name. Dee he said . " I want you to touch yourself and I want you to tell me how it feels" Touch myself where I asked. Dee you know where I want you to touch. I wanted to know who the driver was and how he knew my name. But I didn't ask. Dee you do want to touch don't you ? Yes.. Ok Dee slowly slide your hand up your thigh . "Does that feel good" ? yes Dee I want you to touch your pussy tell me if it is wet. It's very warm Sir . " Dee we are going to pull over in a minute and a Man is going to get in the back seat with you and I want you to do as he tells you to. Dee he is a priest and he is horny .. He won't touch you nor does he want you to touch him he will instruct you . Dee are you shaved ? Yes Sir. Good Dee .. Here we are The car pulls over..
What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?: A moving vehicle (i.e. car), My desk at work, An elevator, here
What types of sexual activities turn you on?: Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Light Bondage, Spanking, Role Playing, Cross Dressing, Blindfolds, Massage, lap dancing
Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?: no
Have you ever had cybersex?: I've tried it, but it's just not the same.
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