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Posted:Aug 30, 2011 4:38 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2013 4:00 am
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Seems so long ago that I joined the lifestyle, coming up on 5 years but I think that it was always in my mindset if not in practice. At that time I was going through some life growing and making changes in my life that would lead me to where I am today. And honestly, I don't think that growth has finished as I still feel out-of-place, even here. Maybe it's my age, I have finally hit that point that it matters, I have gotten used to being the 'oldest' at most events, either within the lifestyle or not, but I have never felt that it made much of a difference. Now I do. Not something I can change, not something I can reverse, just something I must accept. I smile at that………being a fan of younger partners, there has got to be some irony in that LOL.
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Posted:Nov 17, 2010 4:18 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2013 3:58 am
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i guess i havent been very diligent about posting or viewing or whatever it is that you have to do in order to be able to read profiles so i will say here, if you flirt or add me as a friend, send an email with some info.............hate to miss making a new friend because i cant read profiles.
winter is coming..........time to heat things up LOL
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time flies
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Posted:Sep 18, 2010 5:52 pm
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2011 4:41 am
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I cant believe its been almost a year since I have written in here. I guess life has been busy and I have been working too hard lol.
As the cold approaches, I welcome inside activities and the return of the meets at the Carleton. It has been too long since I have seen some old friends and look forward to making new ones.
Keep warm all....................cuddle with a friend 
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Posted:Oct 10, 2009 6:16 am
Last Updated:Dec 19, 2009 9:21 am
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looking forward to seeing everyone at the next meet and greet for OCS group, seems so long since the camping.............time is flying by.
also have to note here thats it's great that the OttawaBBW group is being revived along with the parties at breathless. meets are nice but sometimes you just want more .
happy thanksgiving to all who visit
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I fold
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Posted:Jan 5, 2008 8:09 am
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2013 4:06 am
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It says I fold, this hand is dead
The game is done, plunge ahead
Again I sit, amazed I am
That I have fallen, as I can
We all have sides, some have more
This one is fine, the other sore
I tried to make it there, one day
But like before, I lost my way
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Nails
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Posted:Oct 28, 2007 6:32 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2008 7:18 pm
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I have always found nails upon the skin to be extremely titilating, my own on myself for instance, raking across a nipple can be felt at the core of my sexual being and of course, used upon a willing participant, the intensity can be heard in the moans, quickening breath and viewed in the depths of the eyes.
But, I recently have experienced the feel of someone elses nail upon my flesh and even as I sit and try to describe it, I feel myself at a lack for words but I can almost feel the remembered warmth.
So, my pondering here is 'why do men keep their nails cut so short'. I assume it is for cleanliness but I assure you, the effort made to keep them clean with a little length will be well rewarded when you feel your woman gravitate her body closer to your touch and hear the uptake of breath as you slowly rake down her side and over her hips with your nails.
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As the song plays
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Posted:Oct 25, 2007 9:12 am
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 3:52 pm
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I feel it creep across my face
As alone I sit and ponder
That smile that lights my eyes aglow
And makes the watcher wonder
I feel it creep up from my chest
That knowing laugh from within
And tilt my head and scrunch my neck
Showing clearly the mood I'm in
Its more of a chuckle, a giggle of sorts
As I remember his words the last time
When I glanced into the depths of his eyes
And revelled that he was still mine
That I can still smile when I know he is gone
Amazes me each and every day
I feel its a sign that he will return
To once more brighten my way
I know that after the smile comes pain
As the silence within me grows on
But remembering brings our love to life
If only till the end of the song
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Writings
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Posted:Oct 13, 2007 7:51 am
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2008 7:18 pm
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Well I was obviously in a mood last night when I started this blog. I sometimes read others and remember when I used to write alot. I haven't done it in a while but I remember a diary of sorts that I started many many years ago. It was titled "Ramblings of a middle-aged hippie" and I guess that still applies. I like to write, I find it therapeutic, so this is for me......and to anyone who takes the time to read it, sorry it is not sexually stimulating, it is more an insight into who I am than anything else. And you can be sure that it will be mostly poetry of sorts lol.
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The Arrival
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Posted:Oct 12, 2007 8:36 pm
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2013 4:02 am
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Somehow I think I've finally lost my way
Sometime between the night, before the day
I thought I knew how it felt to just exist
But what I found is all that I have missed
The life that once seemed long ahead of me
Arrived while I was busy being free
The silence in night seems somehow loud
Alone I stand within the growing crowd
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