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Posted:Mar 28, 2014 3:35 am
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2007 version
Blue A color that's supposed to be true, that only describes
how I feel about you, your deception and likes that tint
the world I am supposed to be in with you, the night silent
and pure, my mind infinitely insecure, and always the lure,
of something that would never be. You made that clear to
me. Others long to have what you held in your hands, yet cast
away like infertile sands.
Green A color of jealousy and mean, that reminds of the horrible
way that you’ve been, instead of having a spine and just
coming clean, it just reminds me of all of the dastardly
things I have seen.
Yellow Supposed to be happy, cherished, warm, mellow, not obstructed
by a fellow who only sees black, ugly skies and fake goodbyes,
and long empty cries.
Orange Like the sky at sunset, a star crossing a comet, like trying
to forget the things that you said since the day that we met.
A fire in the night, a bird taking flight, your actions that
told me..we “might”, that everything one day would be
all right.
Red Such a vibrant shade, like the love we made. The stain on
my bed, the voice in my head, the life filled with dread,
the lonely instead.
Violet So vibrant and bright, like you were on our very first night.
Burning my eyes , filling me with surprise, only to force
me to watch our love’s demise.
White What we were supposed to be, until you decided you don’t
really want me, you’d rather have trash that doesn’t
talk back, and that my love, has brought us to black.
Black The color of the tattoo you’ve made my soul, the tear in
my heart, the large gaping hole. The one that you could never
repair, the one you froze with your icy stare.
They all make a rainbow of love and despair, that burned too
bright for us to repair.
As we begin this year bright and new,
I'm once again reminded of the color blue,
the way I feel when I think about you,
and hope you get what all that will come to you...
As we begin this year bright and new,
I'm once again reminded of the color blue,
the way I feel when I think about you,
and hope you get what you have coming due.
New version 2011
Green, green, the color of money, the thing that you've always used me for honey,
the color of monsters, of slime and of goo, that
totally reminds me of you.
Yellow, so sunny. Looking back, it's real funny,
That I fell so hard, and you thought I was lying
But right about now, I'm done with my crying.
Orange, that's one of your favorites, no?
The feeling of rage that I'm now letting go.
My time is better spent on something that knows
That life without me, pretty much blows.
Red, that bright shade of love and lust
Of unwarranted bullshit and total mistrust.
What I got from you, even though it was wrong
An excuse for you to say that you don't belong.
Violet, that color of beauty so mad,
The veins in my neck, pulsating and bad.
The reason you caused this has been there all the time,
That you won't just come clean, I consider a crime.
White, a non-color that you fail to see,
Instead you chose to make up things about me.
One day, when I'm gone, and you leave where we are,
you'll finally know how you pushed me too far.
To Black, that shade that lets in no light
Indignation in my voice should tell you I'm right
You do what you will, and I'll forget about you,
Like I said before, one day you'll surely get all that you are due.
It's all such a waste, of love and of time
One day you'll regret your lawful crime
But no one will be there to give a shit
So this is me saying, my love, this is it.
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It's just another year.
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Posted:Feb 14, 2013 10:09 pm
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2017 3:46 am
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and just another day, filled with disappointment, madness and dismay,
and utter confusion, for why am I alone? Sitting here in silence in the "happy couple zone"?
I think it is my fault, though I'm sure you're partly to blame..
And I'm pretty sure that last year was exactly the fucking same.
It IS my fault, for hoping, for believing anything you say,
And this is now my punishment, Happy Valentine's Fucking Day.
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Any holiday with the word "ween" in it has to be fun, right?
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Posted:Oct 31, 2012 7:14 am
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2013 9:57 pm
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some stuff you csn choose to believe. or not. mwuah ha ha.
A spell to attract a new lover
By the light of a full moon, take a silver ring and wrap it in a clean white cloth. Dig a small hole and bury the ring inside. While focusing on the kind of lover you are looking for and pouring a small amount of wine (or milk) over the earth recite these words:
Blessed Mother fair and true
This Gift I offer unto You
Bless this ring and make it shine
Bring a lover to be mine
So Mote it Be!
Leave the ring buried until the next full moon, then dig it up and wear it. If your lover is near, he/she will be drawn to you.
Here's another easy one:
Make Yourself More Desirable
This is a simple and easy Love Spell that takes no time at all. You do not need a lot of ingredients and they will not be hard to hunt down. This spell will make you much more desirable to the opposite sex and is sure to raise your confidence.
Materials:
1 pink candle
1 bottle of 100% Virgin Olive oil
Something to light the candle
Process:
Take the candle and place it on a table or your altar. Now take the olive oil and rub on to the candle starting in the middle and going up, then starting in the middle going down. While purifying the candle with the oil, you want to recharge the candle with love and desire, so visualize love and channel all your emotion into the candle. After the oil is finished, take a knife and carve what it is you want into the candle.
Example: I Wish For "John/Jane Doe" to love me
After finished writing in the candle, simply light it and concentrate on love and throw as much emotion (love) into the flame of the candle as possible, you may even want to add words if you wish. Sit and do this until the candle has burnt out. Make sure you are comfortable and won't be bothered. The more you feel sexy, the more this spell will work for you! Once the candle has burned out, the spell is finished.
Just for fun...happy halloween everyone!
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Cause and effect
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Posted:Oct 31, 2012 6:29 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2024 2:33 am
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I want to know the cause- that intangible need that is fueled by that which I have yet to understand.
Some call it desire, others call it obsession, MANY call it insanity, I choose to call it dysfunction based on lies.
Yet, I feel it, in all its forms, at one time or another, in all its names and wonder, who is to blame?
You have a place in its cause and you definitely are the effect.
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What I want - a list in progress
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Posted:Oct 24, 2012 1:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2012 9:29 pm
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add what YOU want,
here's some of the things I want:
I want someone that leaves flowers in soda
cans on my doorstep.
I want someone to lay with on the hood of a
truck in the desert and name the stars with me.
I want someone that surprises me by dancing to flameco
music with me in the candlelight in my room.
I want someone that loves the fact that I have
calluses on the bottom of my feet from always
being barefoot.
I want someone that likes when I walk around
in a sheet in the morning.
I want someone that knows when I need a shoulder to cry on.
I want someone that will make me laugh til I cry.
I want someone that will take me places I never
knew I wanted to go.
I want someone that will stay home in bed with
me when it rains.
I want someone that loves my tattoos.
I want someone that smells like salty ocean water, diesel, and sunshine.
I want someone that is not afraid to do a cartwheel.
I want someone that is not afraid of sushi.
to be continued...
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I can't get over fucking you
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Posted:Jul 27, 2011 3:43 pm
Last Updated:Dec 12, 2017 7:07 pm
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it's true. It's in everything I think about, in all that I do. It took so long just to get to this, the passion erupting like a hot kiss. And now that you've left, with no explanation why, I could just sit here and wonder why, or I could just suck it up and move on and resist the feel of your tongue, the warmth of your kiss.... but you did this to me. I know that was you're plan, to ruin me for other men, to show you're "the man". and I don't know if I will ever be the same, but if not in my heart, I hope your heart has someone to blame.
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to all the men I've loved before...
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Posted:Mar 22, 2011 12:32 am
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2014 1:25 am
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Some were for real, some were for fun
some got to me, some made me run,
but all happened for a reason, at least at that time,
and it was always REAL and usually sublime.
Sometimes I feel so lost in this game, I'm tired of being here alone on my laptop, when there isn't a shortage of people wanting to be the one I'm with tonite, but the problem is me.
Maybe I don't have the energy to learn another man, to be accomodating, and giving all that I am, only to end up feeling like my best friend died.
It used to be exciting to learn the "quirks" that were you, but now I'm just too damn tired to compromise so much that my back feels like breaking.
So, if you don't hear me whisper, know it's not you, I've just been so broken down, it's all I can do.
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this is not the first time
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Posted:Feb 22, 2011 6:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2017 3:49 am
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that someone had lied to me. The question is.. why? I have got to be probably one of the coolest "bitches" you'll ever meet. Just tell me the truth. You're tired of me? Say so! I don't have unlimited resources, I am not rich, but I AM pretty, but so are alot of other women. I'm tired of thinking that something is there, when obviously the men in my life don't or won't feel the same. Tired.
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