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A lot of people as they go through life achieve greatness in massing wealth,,fame or doing their fellow mankind a service.But my achievement has to to with myself.I have come out as a woman,totally and entirely.I have played this part for 12 years totally 24-7 and is now ready to let people in my life.
I have always felt from an early age that something wasn't right and felt I was a girl trapped in a boys body.I like boy stuff,but not to be one of them,I could relate to the feminine things much better.
So after high school I let my hair grow and bought all new clothes,,perfumes,,lingerie,,changed my name and acted,,lived,,talked,,and preformed as a woman.
I always wear sexy lingerie,,heels,,garters,,skirts and dresses,,sometimes pantyhose (these all hides my male bulge),,if wearing something tight fitting,,I tape myself down.
My new friends,co-workers,and people I meet everyday never found out,,at least nothing was said..Guys ask me out almost daily so I figure I am quite passable.I have dated both men and women socially but not as lovers.I did have one female lover for long term but her bio clock began to tick and thought her husband would not understand..
I was blessed as having an hour glass shape,,light complexion,,small hands and feet very little body hair,,no face hair and a woman's voice..Other than the fact I have full working male junk,I am all woman..I did have breast surgery (although I did have small B-cup breast in high school),,to get myself more proportioned, but that is all.I am not going any farther with this,I am happy here,but always wished I had a vagina.
I am a size 8 in dresses,,size 6 in shoes,,37-24-35,,brown hair,,,blue contacts,,light D cup,,but mostly wear a C cup,,had breast surgery,,master degrees,,modeled professionally,,now have a government job and am independent.
As you can see from my picture at the upper left hand corner,,,a lot of work and a desire,,this is what can be attained.
I especially love women,I like everything about them.I study their actions,,moves and mannerisms.I want to be just like them,,but with out the attitude that some display.
I love guys also,especially feminine ones.T-girls have always attracted me,I felt like,, I am not the only weird one in this.I like to find sisters and be close.
My greatest hope would be to fall in love and live happily ever after.To whom,, makes no difference,my heart is accepting to all.I can work with whatever body parts you have and hope you can do the same with me.
Please feel free to mail me and we can start a conversation,compare notes and help shoulder this together. |