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AlmostThoughts
 
I write for myself as the one I am searching is still not showing his face. Once he does, I will write for him. Until then I will share my AlmostThoughts.

Everything I write is FANTASY unless I indicate otherwise.

This is my blog and I write what I want. Create your own blog and write what you want. I am not all about sex. There is more!
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When We Kiss
Posted:Oct 17, 2009 6:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 6:48 am
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You take me in your arms
I feel your strength and power
You have such charms
I wilt like a flower

You hold my hair tight
I relax in your grip
You touch with a light bite
I moan starting to drip

You open your lips
I search for your tongue
You feel my pressing hips
I enjoy feeling young

You squeeze me firm
I bend to your will
You nibble and squirm
I tremble with the thrill
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little plant
Posted:Oct 16, 2009 10:35 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 7:08 am
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He walks through the field strolling with confident air. His eyes view all the plants to pick for his own. Some were beautiful plants with great broad leaves showing dazzling color and vibrancy. Others were slender with long shooting branches reaching for the sun, shading all the others below.

Here though, he finds a sturdy little plant with leaves not too large with such strong branches. This little one was not as vibrant as the others, but it swayed in the breeze with such grace and radiated internal warmth. How could he choose another?

So he took this little plant home with him and set it out on the patio. Sure, he came by once in awhile and watered it and gave it some food. Occasionally he would wash its leaves or say hello in a kind voice. But the plant was left alone most of the time.

Being the good plant it was, it made the best of what it was given. It grew and prospered. It worked new leaves out into the sun and started to mature. It started to shade the man when he came to see it. It allowed smaller plants to grow under its tender sun sheltering leaves. The sun burned the plant and the lack of water makeg its roots shallow, but it still provided a great service to him.

His eye started to wander though and he left the plant out longer and longer without nourishment. The plant started to wither.. It lost its vitality.. It started to die... He saw this and decided to replace the plant. So, he dug it up and threw it out on the curb to die alone.

The plant was shocked. It had provided so very well but it was just not as pretty as the other plants he chose. Little plant wanted to disappear.....

But somehow, little plant found it's self transplanted into new ground. And this ground was full of nourishment and water. OH!! This felt so wonderful to little plant's roots. Leaves shot out and stems grew thick, but what is this? See a luscious glow and depth to little plant? See the thickness of its shine? Little plant was budding. The shallow roots were replaced with deep long fingers stretching into the earth holding it tight in place.

But it was lonely. No one came to touch little plant. No soft words. No times to shelter him from the sun.

Little plant decided it had to change things. Little plant pushed and blew it's buds into flowers.. Those flowers opened up to produce a fragrant scent that was then spread on the winds to the adjacent fields and valleys. Little plant was scared.. But little plant was more frightened of living the rest of it's days alone.

Soon, men from all around came to visit with little plant. They told it how beautiful it's flowers were and how intoxicating it's fragrance was to their senses. But none gathered little plant to him. Little plant almost gave up. Destined to live alone sharing it's beauty and scent but never with that special him.

As one last try, little plant asked for help. They gathered around it and said we will show you to others who wish for someone like you. Shyly, little plant said okay.

Little plant waited. waited.. waited... waited....

He called little plant and wanted to meet. Little plant agreed. Slowly, cautiously, little plant ventured into this new land.
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Can you.....
Posted:Oct 16, 2009 6:34 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 6:49 am
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Can you feel my soul?
Do you know my ways?
Have you seen the toll
that life has taken on my days?

My soul cries.
My ways are not set.
My days, seen through my eyes
are long because we have not met.

I know you are there.
I feel your presence.
I sense your fingers in my hair
as each touch tingles my senses.

Will you search for me?
Do you need me as I need you?
Can the desires to share yourself be
the catalyst that tells you to find me too?

I am here, waiting.
I am here, longing.
I am here, desiring.
I am here.
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Becoming Whole
Posted:Oct 15, 2009 5:30 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 7:39 am
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Are you here with your silly ways
I love to spend the days
Happily participating in the maze
Clear of any dark haze

But if by chance I miss your gaze
I have only to speak our phrase
Your vision comes like sun's rays
This burning vision my blaze

Maybe you think of me at times
Little thoughts circular like dimes
Over time that energy starts chimes
Stealing us away from our rhymes

Time takes a toll on body and mind
Two energies completely entwined
Spirit is there to remind
The three are not confined

So share your body, mind and soul
See just how you will become whole
You turn bright nothing like black coal
Just by giving up total control
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Flowers for Me?
Posted:Oct 15, 2009 5:15 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2009 3:24 pm
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Flowers for me
Pink, purple and red
Beauty to see
Scent fills my head

Flowers for me
They bring great joy
Open and free
Buds slightly coy

Flowers for me
Specials abound
It is meant to be
A bouquet found

Flowers for me!!!
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Simple Goals
Posted:Oct 15, 2009 8:00 am
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2011 10:51 pm
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Something to do...
Someone to LOVE...
Something to look forward too...

Really, that is all I really want.
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Would I Dance For You?
Posted:Oct 14, 2009 8:50 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 7:41 am
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To dance for you
Would you like me to
I hear the chains sing
As my hips swing

Cool metal against skin
Music taking over again
Eyes flutter and close
Body knowing no woes

"Happy you are home at last,
Your work time is now past"
I say to you as you close the door
"I am your puta your personal "

"Dance for me" I hear you say
Slowly the music makes the way
Enter into my world of bliss
"No work now" you hear me hiss
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My Green Toy
Posted:Oct 14, 2009 3:35 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 10:31 am
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Morning routine, brushing my hair
Heating the curling brush
Look in the mirror, what a scare
I look like a zombie lush!

As I stare into that mirror
Something catches my eye
On the bed the bounces nearer
She is so excited, I wonder why?

Under the covers I watch her search
She jumps and pounces with intent
From the pillow she uses as a perch
The air she smells searching for a scent

My mind engages and I hear a hum
I know that sound so very well
OMG, that sound will make me cum
I feel my parts begin to swell

Turn around in time to see my dog
She is pushing the covers aside
Laughter starts the giggle cog
Some how she turn on my "fun ride"

Giggles emit and there is no control
Laughter takes over head swirling wild
To stop that "hum" is her goal
And me, well, I just smiled

Lesson to Kim: Put away your toys if you do not want others to play with them!
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Silly
Posted:Oct 14, 2009 12:57 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 8:28 am
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Call me Silly
Say I am fun
Show me your willy
Let us never run

Keep me in stitches
Guessing your tease
Never wanting riches
Always rejecting me's

Laugh with me
Giggle when I do
Let me clearly see
Joy coming from you

It makes me feel
When you are happy
That never ending wheel
Turning so snappy

Make me smile
You know how
Let's walk that mile
Hurry, do it now
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Lessons
Posted:Oct 14, 2009 8:22 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 7:44 am
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Married once not to happen again
So young and trusting of him
First man I gave him everything
Felt the pinch of the first sting

Life lesson for me to learn
Monogamous partners I yearn
Partners taught me well you see
These men wanted to be free

Each one found another for him
But forgot to inform Kim
She found out on her own
Indiscretions heard on the phone

Men came and went away
Heart now encased unable to say
Feelings closed for the season
My own pain the reason

Unable to express the pain
No tears tumble like rain
Sealed inside my own tomb
Why can't it be the womb?

So, now I go on alone
I do not answer the phone
Hurt will happen to me
If I allow men to see

Slow and determined is my heart
Not to allow the love to start
The pain I will feel, I know
But I will not let it show

Love all whom will allow
Maybe it will find me, somehow...
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Love Yourself...
Posted:Oct 13, 2009 4:19 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 7:44 am
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Oh my love what can I say?
You always seem to know the way.
You came to me as if in a dream.
I felt as though I wanted to scream.

But you held me close and let me know
That I was desired when you kissed me slow
Never have I felt so wanted
I have always been taunted

But now I can say that someone can care
I know how now because you taught me to share
Keeping myself soft and tender
Yes, that is the way of the female gender

I am a woman of great love and joy
Never will I fall victim and be a toy
I will play, yes I will
But always for my desire and fill

I never want to use or take
Because I know that type of love is fake
Lessons in life I have been taught
I will remember them and forget not

Wanting to be loved is a great dream
But loving myself is my grand scheme
I am on my way to love and light
To shine to all even if it is night

I am bright and it does show
Even if I am feeling low
So now I keep my self in check
Not to be used again, What The Heck!

Love yourselves.. You are worthy...
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Let Me
Posted:Oct 13, 2009 4:07 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 7:43 am
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Let me touch your hair
Let me caress your head
Let me show you I care
Let me sleep in your bed

You touch my face
You touch my neck
You touch my special place
You touch my unknown speck

Wake beside you and I am aglow
Feeling your body next to mine
Light from outside still low
Emotions feeling just fine

You dress and my heart feels ache
No touch from you that I crave
You look and know I am awake
Lay beside me and feel my love wave

I caress your body feeling you
Sensations surging as I touch
Loving response my body feels too
Pleasure I seek wanting so much

Touch me and make me cry
Desires making me throb and wet
No feelings from you, why?
Affection not shown yet

Try as I might, you just lie there
Only my own actions create pleasure
Affection for me, but where?
Duty from me I can not measure

The sun shines into my eyes
Brightness overcoming the night
I open them and realize
My eyes were closed tight

Tore up the bed again... Darn it...
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Halloween Decisions
Posted:Oct 10, 2009 7:40 am
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2009 6:04 pm
2982 Views

I found the outfits I used to wear
Buried deep under the bed in a box
Smiles and happiness are kept there
Even the fake fur that feels like fox

Racer Girl is black and white
Short and checked like a flag
Stockings that end at the thigh
Heals showing off legs, no brag

School Girl is cute with the neck tie
Red, black and white cut very short
Pointing to breasts knowing where to lie
Ruffles on panties being a good sport

Good Nurse is white with red trim
White stockings and red shoes
Special garter to give a shot to him
Of course a shot only of good booze

Decisions to make on what to wear
I might need some help to decide
MAYBE I can attend with someone who will care
What a show and what I hide

Happy Halloween!!
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