Its in his kiss
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Posted:Mar 21, 2012 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Mar 9, 2015 4:50 pm
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During my break, I actually went on a proper date. Shock horror!! I was amazed, not only did he not cancel but he also showed up. The best part is it also went well, maybe a little to well. No I didn't fuck him, we arranged a second date and then things started going down hill.
The date had been arranged before we'd kissed each other goodbye. There is no nice way to say he was an awful kisser. It was the ultimate mental WTF? moment. I know we all have different preferences but this guy didn't even move his mouth or his head (except to lean in for the kiss) and definately no tongue. For me a good kiss is a must, maybe I've just been lucky but generally it means sex will be equally as great. It doesn't have to make me go quick at the knees but that sure can help. At the time I passed it off as first kiss nerves but there was still a niggling doubt.
So, the extremely rare second date. Quite soon into the night he invites me to the wedding of one of his mates. The wedding is in July and my first thoughts were 'fuck me, we're only on the second date and hes planning things six months into the future' and 'to serious to soon' with the alarm bells starting to ring a little bit louder. Kisses through out the night didn't differ from the previous.
The clincher came at the end of the night where he 'missed' his train home. Having had this ploy used on me in the past knew exactly what his intention was yet with him not being local I was in a position where I would have classed myself as a bitch for abandoning him in the middle of nowhere. Reluctantly I agreed he could stay at mine on the proviso that nothing was going to happen. Low and behold he did try and I told him where to go, I still spent half the night awake anyway due to his foghorn snoring that probably kept the neighbours awake as well.
I do still ask myself the question. Even though I haven't had sex in ages, did I give up the opportunity to have some because of how he ended up in my bed or because my first thought was if he fucks like kisses then its not worth the hassle or because I'd already decided that he wasn't one for me? I'm thinking every single one of them.
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Missed me....? Doubt it......
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Posted:Mar 21, 2012 3:46 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2013 5:12 pm
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After a period away from here thanks to the appearance of the psycho ex from hell among some other things. I decided to pop my head back above the water to find he seems to be no longer here. Woo hoo!
Its fair to say that I sure haven't missed the mini barrage of one liner and wanna fuck emails and in 24hours have only received one flirt. Thank you Fullon. A few things remain the same, but have seen some new male faces and the arrival of some new UK bloggers Hello new bloggers!! Aldershots population appears to have doubled.... again. My reading list of blogs has vanished, which weirdly is the only thing annoying me so far. But I'm still not going to be forking out any of my hard earned money for gold or silver membership.
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eye eye.
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Posted:Nov 4, 2011 2:38 pm
Last Updated:Mar 25, 2012 6:37 am
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I've changed my picture again, I did enjoy standing out a bit because I had a face pic. At the time I used the quickest and easiest one available to me. But as I do like to be a bit different, I've had a little time to have a route through and found one that just needed a major crop. Quality may not be that great but hey.
I think I'm safe with this one, if I explained my rational on that statement then it would give me away. Does that even make sense?
If you think that even a solitary eye could be dodgy for me given present circumstance with PEFH. Then please let me know.
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maybe.....maybe not
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Posted:Nov 4, 2011 1:46 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2012 6:10 pm
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Well yesterday I did nearly hit the delete profile button. Though surprisingly nothing to do with the PEFH (pyscho ex from hell). Completely unrelated, I get an e-mail on another more traditional site, my heart had already sank a little bit when I saw it was from a repeat mailer to whom I've never replied. It included a reference to my username on here, given the apprehension I've already got with the PEFH, that raised my hackles even more. Blocked him and was repeatedly thinking take the hint I'm not interested and wondered why he thought it appropriate to make that point. I'm not going to instantly change my mind because hes on here to. If I was interested I would of replied to the first message.
Its also made me somewhat happier that I've changed my profile pic, as in complete honesty this isn't the first time the connection has been made. But its never bothered me until now. Maybe it was how he wrote it, maybe I just finally got annoyed with the repeat messages and that just pushed me over the edge. Maybe its just because I haven't got a bloody clue as to who he is on here. Think I should try and find him or maybe not I do have better things to do.
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What do you do when..............
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Posted:Nov 1, 2011 4:07 pm
Last Updated:Dec 30, 2013 5:20 pm
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one of your worst fears is realised?
I say this as last night I spotted a familiar face and I literally felt my heart stop.
My pyscho ex from years ago who still gives me occasionally grief, has registered . Instantly got added to my blocked list. Hes only been on for six days and is a standard member but the fear is still there that hes seen my face. If he has my life is going to turn into a living hell.
For when he and I were together his friend was with my friend. I am no longer friends with her as she is to put it bluntly a manipulative lying two faced bitch. We had previously parted ways but fuck book has much to answer for, lets say I quickly realised why I stopped talking to her. I put with it for the sake of our shared friends, but she has caused so much trouble that no one wants anything to do with her anymore. Anyway she and his friend split up but have since got back together. They'll be told instantly.
I also found out a while ago that he is mates with one of my good mates now fiance. I've already braced myself for the forthcoming wedding, as I'm certainly not going to cause any aggrevation. Him however is a different story. I know for sure he'll be told.
I have no qualms whatsoever about my good female friends knowing, the majority already do know what I do, but if I want someone to know, then I will tell them off my own back. Not from someone who has in the past done anything possible to make my life hell including trying to kill my mother and I, yes you do read that right.
I realise now why some elect not to have face pictures. But I never once imagined that he would register here. I've seen people on here that I know and if I see them, all there ever has been is the usual 'I know you know, and you know I know' nods of the head. This unfortunately is prime material for him and he'll milk it for all that he can get.
Obviously I'm going on the assumption that he has seen me, he may not have. But I now play the tentative waiting game, seeing what may or may not happen.
However if I suddenly go missing from here then you all know why.
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The gremlins are out.
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Posted:Oct 31, 2011 12:55 pm
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2011 4:01 pm
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So today is halloween, and the sites gremlins are at it again. I have had four different emails today from people saying that I have viewed their profile. Um sorry, but no I haven't. Not even the mouse cursor highlight thing. Once logged in I go straight to the blogs.
More gremilns are knocking on my door, this year I actually prepared and got a stash of goodies in. That was decimated within 20mins. So I've had to turn off the porch light, closed my curtains and I'm now sitting in darkness bar mild candle light to give the illusion that I'm not in. As I have nothing left to give except fruit, now what wants fruit on halloween. The parents however might actually appreciate it though.
I've already done my celebrating though, I'm not that much of a spoil sport. Morticia Addams was quite merry at the weekend just gone and still feel a bit rough. Waiting for pics from friends otherwise one would already be on here. I even dyed my hair especially. Bit of a risk but luckily I love my hair in its present colour. Planning to keep it, though may need to change to a DIY bottle rather than a salon.
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The End of the World.........?
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Posted:Oct 20, 2011 9:04 am
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2014 3:52 pm
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I've read today that the infamous Rev Harold Camping has recalculated his figures after the abysmal failure of his earlier apocalyptic prediction 'the rapture'.
Transpires the 21st October is the fateful day where some will be plucked from the earth to safety and the rest left to suffer an agonising death. Sounds pleasant!!
But hold on thats...TOMORROW..... shit, If I'm going out I want to go out happy. So only one thing left to do and it means uttering the immortal words of....
Anybody wanna fuck?
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P.S I don't really believe the end of the world is near. He's probably forgotten to carry the one again.
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Another....Again......
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Posted:Oct 18, 2011 4:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2014 3:56 pm
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Today I have received another tenuous mail in my inbox. Still being wound up from yesterday, my irateness spilled over again.
Sender: SUP****&***55
To: 69missb
Date: Oct 18, 2011 9:35 am PST
hello babe
I wrote to you once before, endeavouring to point out to you, that your term of BULL SHITTING MEN does NOT refer to ALL men. Granted, I've heard of a few to like to push their boat to its limit.
However, I am endeavouring to point out to you, that I AM NOT ONE OF THOSE MEN. I stick to my motto of TOTAL TRUTH AND HONESTY.
Even the size of my cock, big as it is, is correct, hence I've left the pics taken by my ex lover, young Doctor, about 4 years ago, and after e-mailing them to her home address, left them stored on my chat address.
Now perhaps you may deem to believe me as not being one of your bull shitters.
best wishes
My reply...
If you have written to me before then obviously you didn't get the hint that I wasn't interested the first time.
Had you of read past the first sentence of my profile then you will have read that I ask for a simple face picture. As I have deleted said 'first' message then I can't honestly say if you attached one or not. But given the fact that you have no pictures on your profile then I would presume not.
I also ask for contact information not to be sent on initial messages, and it appears you have put your email address in the subject heading.
Yes men who bullshit are annoying but men who pester after a rejection are equally as annoying. I am fully aware that not all men pester and that not all men are bullshitters.
As for your apparently huge endowment.... if it really is THAT big, then I'm amazed you haven't got a picture proudly displayed. You expect me to search the pictures out though.... I did laugh a lot at that one. I have no interest what so ever in cock shots, hence my wish for a face picture. It can only be presumed that you have something to hide. Men have lied to me before about their packages, one described as long and thick turned out to be one I could 'deep throat'. Now I can't deep throat my gag reflex is atrocious I can't even gargle! Long and thick I don't think so....
Am I a bitch, or am I just growing increasingly intolerant to this site and a select few of its members?
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Dodgy first messages
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Posted:Oct 17, 2011 3:27 pm
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2015 9:44 am
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This is going to be similar to an earlier post of mine but this time I responded and being in a particularily foul mood thanks to a dire day at work so guess who got a bit of my anger.
Some one before has said to me my profile is like a list of demands. For those who can't see it this is my profile blurb
Hate these things, be honest with me and i'll be honest in return. I fed up of being bull shitted by men. Just looking for a commitment free good time.
I need to have an attraction to the face and mind first. So if you want to know more about me then read my blog 69missb. There is also a spot to leave me private messages if you want to mail me as generally I don't reply to messages sent to my inbox unless we have already corresponded. I just don't have that much time on my hands.
If you can....
-please have a face picture on your profile
-please don't use text speak, it annoys me as
the english language has vowels and grammar for
a reason
-please don't post contact info
Don't send long messages about what you want to do to me (not a good icebreaker! and it doesn't get me horny or interested) and if I see fit will be copied and pasted to my blog for all to enjoy.
Also getting particularly annoyed with time wasters/non genuine people. I want to meet properly not just talk about it and/or arrange it to then get canceled on. I also do not and will not exchange dirty/sexy/erotic pictures.
If you bear in my that I have never spoken to this man before I was a little bit pissed of when I sent this in my inbox.
Bloody hell have you found anyone who can meet your demands, sounds like a job ad, maybe you should have some sort of check list or hold interviews and have a short list LOL
Generally I ignore and delete dodgy and insulting messages, but as mentioned before he caught me on a bad day.
My reply was..
Demands.......? They are requests and simple ones at that. A face picture, to not send contact information (which is against the sites guidelines anyway) and to not use text speak. It explains why I going to ignore your e-mail in advance, if someone really does want to meet me then it gives clear instructions on what to do. Every woman on here has there dos and don'ts, I choose to express mine first.
I have talked to many people on here who have actually been bothered to read my profile properly and met a few.
I see though you've only been on the site for a day. To send a message like yours is beyond my belief, its better to send no message than a message like that. Though if your intention is to annoy and alienate every woman on here then congratulations with this approach you have already cracked it. No woman will tolerate any message like that.
Don't waste your time replying to this as after I've pressed send your being added to my blocked list.
I'm very surpised I din't tell him to go fuck himself!
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Surely using plain english can't be that difficult.........
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Posted:Oct 11, 2011 5:48 pm
Last Updated:Apr 27, 2012 12:43 pm
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Some may already know that I hate the use of test speak and much prefer proper grammar (I admit mine isn't to good but I give it a go} and correct spelling. It will certainly win some brownie points in my book. So much so that I indicated said point in my profile that it will guarantee a non reply. So I hung my head in shame when I received this little beauty. I had to read it a couple of times to actually fully comprehend what he was trying to say.
Hi huni I want waist ur time just looking for the same as u a fuck buddy co ur one hot chick come say hi babe x
What a beauty!!!!!! The mistakes are pretty much glaringly obvious. I can't decipher though if it was intentionally written like this due to what I've stated. But if its genuine, I dread to think.....
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edging one step forward then two steps back
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Posted:Oct 6, 2011 1:19 pm
Last Updated:Mar 9, 2015 4:56 pm
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Okay, this is my second attempt as the first one didn't post correctly (see below) so I've had to type the whole thing again.
I've recently read a post regards 'edging' by lil_whimsical called [post 2752826]. It had me thinking so much I couldn't condense my thoughts into a comment so decided it would be much easier to write it as a post. I also couldn't answer the seperate poll as there was no option for both enjoying it and hating it.
I presume you all know what edging is but for those who don't it is the practice of bringing someone to the point of orgasm and then stopping before the point of climax. In order to heighten the intensity of the orgasm.
For men it also thickens and stiffens the cock. From my experience and from what I've been told afterwards I can assure you both are correct. So double benefits are longer sessions and a thicker cock whos going to complain with that one.
The same heightened orgasm is also meant to occur in women, as well as the clitoris becoming more enlarged. Which could be handy for those men that still don't know where it is. Now I know mine enlarges, yet as for a better longer and harder orgasm...... unfortunately not. I've found that they're actually very mild, I've had sneezes that have caused greater stirring in my loins.
I absolutely love edging a man, for me there is nothing better than watching his face and listening to the moans and groans. I inturn get more turned on and its even better when the man isn't physically able to do anything about it.
As for me I both enjoy being edged and can also find it so annoying. There are many different factors involved for me as to whether I love it or hate it. Mainly the person I'm with and the situation.
I am not what you'd call principally 'vanilla' I do divulge into the pleasures of the BDSM world, and enjoy being edged whilst as a submissive to a master. I always manage to pick men that prefer to called master in play.
One master deprived me for two weeks yet was bought to the brink daily. When he eventually decided to let me come, my whole body point blank denied it, I could be bought up to the brink with no problem but could just not climax. No matter what he did there was no big finale, I could not even bring myself to climax. Unfortunately it was a further week before the big O was achieved. When it eventually happened I remember thinking 'I waited for that' cue back to earlier sneeze reference. But with the curse over it was back to orgasm central.
Sometimes I wonder if it was the lengthy duration that hindered the intensity, but on all the occasions that I've been edged. It has never had the desired effect.
Another master made me masturbate daily, I certainly wasn't complaining with that one. Edging was used more as a punishment, so good behavour was extremely well rewarded. Guess who was good as often as possible.
I enjoy edging in these instances as its the anticipation of not knowing when or if they'll let me and the continual pleasure I experience. True there is some degree of frustration there if I'm denied but I know for sure that they have the skills to bring me back to orgasm.
In the vanilla instance I generally only enjoy it if I've already had an orgasm and if the man I'm with knows what he is doing. If the aim is for a clitoral orgasm then they need to be very careful. I can become very sensitive and it will take ages to get me back to the point of orgasm, by which time I've more than likely lost complete interest. At worst I've experienced numb clit syndrome. After a clitoral orgasm I'm overly sensitive to the point where even the slightest touch can have me recoiling away. Now vaginal orgasms..... do not ever ever ever EVER deny me one. There have only been five men to make me achieve that crowning glory. When they get the right spot and can hit it consistently they I can have one after the other. To have someone stop whether it be intentionally or unintentionally it frustrates the hell out of me.
Edging done right can be fantastic, and I wonder if there are any women who have experienced a more intense orgasm because of it. But generally there is not much point in digging for gold if you stop at the first sign of a shimmer, you have to keep on digging to get the gold to surface.
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To link to this blog (69missb) use [blog 69missb] in your messages.
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