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I couldn't sleep.
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I couldn't sleep. I am currently staying with some friends for the weekend.I woke up at 3 and could not get back to sleep.The feeling that I will miss something,like a at Christmas.I am actually waiting for them to get up,not wanting to wake them,but hoping they will feel the same and come down. While walking past their door,,I could hear them breathing,,what a great sound.I am not used to people in a house with me at night.I love the feeling of someone there,even though I am in their house,but makes me feel at home. Got up and went downstairs while being quiet not to wake them.I sit here looking around the room,,not nibbing,,but just looking from a distance.I see their lives all over this room,there love for one another and how hard they worked to achieve what they have.I feel that love!I hear it in their voices and see it in their eyes.This could be my perfect world. People ask;,,why/how could I be attracted to a couple?.Why not?.They are capable of love,I am capable of loving more than one person!I don't look at gender,I look at their love!Whether single guys,girls or couples.Couples are secure and it proves that they can commit to one another,,why not with me at the same time? I can see myself with them for many years to come.A christmas tree in the great room,,the birthday parties,,the intimate gatherings and also the sad affairs that happen.All these things bonding us closer together.There are feelings stirring inside of me like I have not felt in a long time.It really feels good and hopefully can continue. I am constantly making new friends,we meet for lunch mostly.I feel a little guilty about seeing other people.They say to go ahead and have fun.Not many people would say that.I could not have too many friends and will cherish the ones I've met.I can love more than one,just hope they understand that. It is almost 6 am now,,maybe the smell of coffee will wake them,,lol.............Hugs..Candi |
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3/21/2010 3:34 am |
ybe or scent of sweet sex n air happyf;happym;>>!   SNAXREDD
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3/21/2010 4:26 am |
Wow,You really are something!!!! Do hope you choose to meet me and become real friends. I am happy for you to have found this couple but I would also like to be able to share in your life too.[/B]
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You are like a little girl at Christmas. Full of innocence and hope, acutely aware of all the enchantment around you. They have opened their lives to you because they see this and their vision is true. It's ok to peek at the presents under the tree, they were put there for you. Enjoy your weekend Candigurl ...love your dress.......Jen
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plakes..It's not a matter of choosing.More like time!You mentioned you didn't have time to ride,,if one is too busy to ride,,then too busy to date,,,lol. 183....I have peeked into the presents,,and really liked what I saw.Someone must have been listening to me and cleverly found those presents!The best presents are the ones that;,,,you didn't expect,,makes you excited,,are very re-playable,,never gets old and can last for years!Most importantly,,,they were from the heart!!! Thanks girl...Always great to hear from you...Hugs..Jen
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sweet candi if the ppls treat from their heart fantastic friendship is really easy then l can see how you got sincere heart.kissses and warm hugs hunny xxxxx best wishes
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