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I'm a nympho..no escape
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I'm a nympho..no escape I sometimes wish I could get a brain transplant LOL..I swear to god I must be worse then alot of men out there..Sex consumes my mind..When I was 7 I discovered pleasure by accident..I was at school and leaned over a desk, the corner pressed into my pussy against my clit & it surprised me how good it felt..I was sold from that moment on I knew i wanted to recreate that feeling and would press my blankets against it, rubbing until I came..My dad, a minister walked in on me one day doing this..talk about awkward..I knew I was in trouble with just one look at my dads face, he told me to stop what i was doing immediately & told me that was a bad thing to do I could go to hell..from then on the guilt over sex was extreme..but the desire for that pleasure consumed me, it was like an addiction, I knew I could make myself feel good, felt horrible doing it, but did it anyway..cuz in those minutes it felt amazing to sin..it felt incredible & I dint care about religion, sin, anything that bothered me was gone..the buildup would just take over my mind, my body, all I wanted to do was think the dirtiest, sexiest thoughts that my mind could come up with..and the older I got the worse it got for me trying to be the good christain preachers ..putting on such an appearance of bein prim, proper, quiet & obedient..while my mind was in complete sexual chaos..I guess thats why I'm so submissive in sex..its really how I was raised to be..& I never really feel that I should be doing it but I do it anyways...because it feels so good.. I cant escape sex..my body wants it all the time..my mind craves it..I cant even escape it at nite..I have so many sex dreams..Even if I go to bed not thinkin about sex..my dreams betray me & i wake up so horny I almost cant stand it..that period of time where ur waking up from a dream still fresh in your mind..but still half alseep..its so intense its almost like youve had sex already..your body is just screaming for release..I dont know what other women use to get off..but being raised in a religious home I dint have many ways 2 explore sexual pleasure..until the christmas i got a crest motorized spinbrush toothbrush..and goign 2 bed horny I wondered how something like that would feel on the clit as it was so sensitive..when i pressed that spinning head to my clit ..i think the nerves in my whole body went out of control..my body literally shook..it was actually almost to much to take..but i forced myself to keep it there..the head was spinning so fast on my clit.. the orgasm build was not a slow ordeal like with my fingers but my legs couldnt even stay still as i reached a climax so intense I dont know if anything could compare to that..Ive never been able to go back to regular vibrators ever since..and after a sex dream i reach for that toothbrush orgasms are the best half asleep..especially with a hot sexy dream still fresh in your mind..so full of sexual tension enuf to wake u up to masterbate..I wonder if Im unique or if there are other women as much in love and consumed by sex as I am..Sex is like a powerful drug to me..when a guy slides his hands between my legs im am totally his for the taking before his fingers ever get to thier destination..I couldnt say no if i tried..When a guy comes over I am so nervous, my body so tense..Im so shy..and when he reaches over for that kiss..my mind stops running like crazy and completely shuts down..whatever he wants..I'm in complete submission..I love it I live for it..Nothing can compare to man who wants you and will take you no matter what..the look in his eyes..the expression when he touches you..I need sex..I live for sex..God chose the wrong religion to place me in..cuz im hellbound for sure  |
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10/23/2009 9:48 pm |
That's hot!
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10/23/2009 10:10 pm |
u hot gurl!!!
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California is over here. If you walk in this direction and I walk in that direction, when we meet we can have sex. How's that for a plan? Thanks, Steven
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Hmmmmm Now Halifax isn't that far from St. John Delicious blog SSM
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I like how your mind works. I don't live in SJ but travel there about once a month. If you are looking for someone to dominate you and treat you like a fuck toy, but give you hours of pleasure, we should hook up and see what happens.
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