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Certain men from AFF..
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Certain men from AFF.. Well i just got home from the hospital 2day ..strep throat again thats twice in 3 months, the dr and nurse who had one look in my throat were pretty appalled and said i must be in a considerable amount of pain which of course i was seeing as I had also put off goin 2 the drs as i figured sore throat everyone gets them its gotta pass rite well wrong it got worse..having 2 babies 2 and under and having no support system meaning im on my own whether im sick or not made things considerably more difficult on me..high fever, chills an severly infected sore throat all the while trying to care for a hyper and crawling baby..not that im not used to pain as ive been diagnosed with severe arthritis due an immune deficiency..meaning basically my immune system is defective, instead of defending my body it attacks it and theres no medical reason they can come up with as 2 why this happens so im told and no cure..so at 24 i was finally diagnosed after suffering for 3 years and no one taking me seriously cuz i was pregnant at the time and they were only concerned with the babys health and having no family doctor, i have been bedridden from pain, in the ER many times barely able to stand, pain so bad even the flinch of my finger made me cry, i was given a family dr who took me seriously and sent me for a full body bone scan to which in her own words i was "lit up like a christmas tree" with the amount of inflammation that was showing up in my body..so I am now seeing specialists that are doing all they can to try and make my life livable with pain medications and injections..I can honestly say I know pain very well..and not to mention all those women who've had can tell u childbirth is no picnic..I am alone all day with my I dont have many people to talk to, I tend to use my msn :what are u doing" space for my venting and as ive said before Im a venter I need to let out my frusterations to someone who cares to listen because its hard to be alone with your pain..especially knowing im only 24 and its supposed to be the most exciting years of my life so they all say (i assuming i guess ur youthful and healthy and new to explore the world or sumthin like that) ive suffered so much physical pain sum days its hard to keep on going..gettin strep throat yet again and even worse this time..drs think my immune system is glitching again, seeing as my never seem to catch it and i dont go out very often..well i was feelin overwhelmed..and this guy I added from here..he says its just a sore throat..ull be better in a day or so..this guy a guy who added me purely to fuck me..when i respond as im down from the pain and overwhelmed with the responsiblitits of my sickenesss say replies back.."that doesnt make me feel much better now" im still in pain and now its gettin to be 2 much and its hard to be positive..he replies back very coldly "its reality theres no medicine that cures asap..youre to negative"..like i need to hear him say im negative when im in pain and just needin sumone to listen if they have to message me..im like whatever im gonna lay down thanx for the insult..he says this back, "its a sore throat we have all been there before. its not the end of the world you should be happy the last time I had strep throat i was hooked up to machines in the hospital for 3 months what you have is a picnic campared to what myself & others had to go throw no wonder no one can pls you its bc you think your the only person thats important grow up stop acting like a baby now thats an insult." Not only does he insult me, a guy who doesnt know me, ive barely spoken 2 as i added him yesterday, a guy who only added me to get laid (which i can easily do i but highly doubt he can)a guy i kindly added to my msn I dint have too but he feels he has the rite 2 say this (especially when im down)says im a baby and makes the whole conversation about his pity party time of being sick um anyone say hypocritical and that i should feel sorry for him instead?? like wtf im sick right now dint need 2 even talk to u dint need ur insults dint need u on my msn..if this is the type of man im adding to my msn ..im seriously thinkin twice about the men on Passion..just cuz u want a booty call doesnt mean u have to be an ass!! ..and if u read my profile ud know Im more then that looking for more then that..unless im horny lol..Girls if u wanna avoid him just ask me I can give his info..no one needs a hypocrtical jerk like that women can do so much better! Its called EMPATHY god and I freely give it to pple who need to talk..so I cant get any back? this guy needs to get his shit 2gether trust me hes no gods gift to women with an attitude like that  |
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10/17/2009 6:33 pm |
WELL, WISH I COULD TAKE CARE OF YOU..IF UR SICK GET U BETTER, I AM SORRY IF YOUE SICK, THAT PERSON SHOULD BE NICE AND NOT BE AN ASS..SWEETIE, IF I WAS A LITTLE CLOSER, TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HELP U OUT. THAT IS NO JOKE...BEING 200% HONEST HERE.
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10/22/2009 12:16 pm |
hey add me to msn Duncan_McCulloch at the hotplace
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The guys an asshole and his ignorance is the last thing you needed. You seem to have really full plate of repsonsibilities at home and work. Here's to hoping you find the relief that will make you feel happy again. Hope you are OK!
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thanks
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