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an old wound reopens...:(
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an old wound reopens...:( sad day....painful memory...but still that is one that i will keep... it has been 3yrs 9mths..since i know her..."only one"..shecalls herself.. it has been 2 yrs8mths since we last meet in Singapore.. she left, returning home,..leaving me thinking of her.. she was young than, and have her thoughts..but still got a little of how strong i have felt for her.. throughout,we have occasions speaks and know each other conditions through long distance calls.. just 2 weeks ago...opportunity came.. i was near but not exactly where she was.. but have decide to make all efforts to get to where she is.. just because to be with her,before she decieds to marry off.. to live her peaceful normal life after her tough 2yrs back home.. we met..we hug..we cried...but that isabout all.. i did what i need to do,not what i wish to,but give her my sincere regards..purely as a long lost friend..nothing more.. she thanks me..making her believe true love between man and woman exist, not all man juz go for sex..but love that is not self centered.. yes..it hurts..to see her leaving..but it is a path she chose..to find back herself..her own will path..to be "only one", but not mine.. but deep inside,we both know..we can only keep each other at heart..deep deep at heart.. a pomise that sounds naive, stupid to believe..that if one day should we be all by ourselves, alone and single again.. we will be together, to spend our remaining days,finally together.. that is the thoughts we both hold, deep within each other hearts..the moment when we parted..we teared.. we parted again..but this time will be for a long long time..even maybe forever.. but "only one" lives within me...forever.. drbear39 =( |
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it is juz over a month... juz when it is healing... "only one" drop a sms to me... the old wounds juz hurts a little again.. but it is worthwhile.. at least i know i am still somewhere in her heart.. drbear39
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juz got to hear from "only one" again.. she is fine.. and happy with her new love.. and she say finally she has settled down.. and with someone who love her.. well those words are glad to hear from her..at least for her.. yes..it is ironic, am happy that she is living happily after all her troubled life past two years.. but it still hurts a little, to know "only one" is with another man.. guess she has learn to put me in deep part of her heart faster than i can do it myself.. i have to learn to accept, and understand love is like a flame that will not die, but will weaken into a little warmth spot. it may reignnite one day, but again it may just stay it is, a litttle warmth spot, that leave heart warming memories...where it is the only way it relive again.. drbear39 =(
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only one... she called... to say hi and send regrads.. a long awaited call, but it did finally arrive it brings a sad update of her family.. the news that her grandfather has passed away.. as for her..she is still happy with her new found man.. liviing happily as a wife, who helps out in eatery shop daily.. as simple as it is, she is happy, as this is what she seeks, after falling apart from the previous colourful but temporary segment of her life. as long sa she lives, happily, i am glad and contented, still to keep her deep within my heart. just as she is doing. drbear39 = 0
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